My New Book – Unification – Saving Humanity & Creating Utopia

Hi Guys!

I’ve been hard at work for the last few months working on my new release which is a non fictions book exploring my memories of the future and how they pertain to what society will eventually become in the next hundred years or so.

If you want to take a peak You can find it here:

Its also available in paperback too. Please let me know if you read it and what you think. I’m always happy to answer any questions you may have if you want to drop me a line.

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This Christmas – Place your life under the tree!

It is time for us to finally disown our planet… and our very lives, if we wish to begin to evolve beyond our childish mentality towards one another.

Since it is Christmas I thought I would share with you some appropriate home truths…

People often speak about the illusion of ownership. I think it is hard for most people to understand what that truly means.

I am not simply speaking of the illusion of collecting items which cannot be taken with you when you die. I mean everything you have and everything you are… it is not yours alone.

Your possessions, your very life, indeed even your very thoughts are not yours alone. They belong to everyone (in the grand scheme of things).

Have you never noticed how we are not capable of unique thought?

For every person on our planet who has a unique idea and makes it successful, a handful of other people have had the very same thought at the very same time even if they simply failed to create something from it or did not try at all?

It is a little like the parable the Jesus spoke of regarding the seeds falling on different grounds… the thoughts we receive do not originate from our own minds. They are not ours. They flow to us and we perceive them to be our own. We assume ownership for them and assume them to be ours, to do with as we want to. In reality that is true, but it is not the true purpose for the thoughts we receive.

We are a singular entity who has incarnated into every life that exists here. We are a single life force or energy if you will, who currently resides in every life form alive on earth. The separation we perceive from one another is only perceivable within our own minds, while we are incarnated. It is an illusion, created to allow us to experience ‘other’ which is not something we can perceive when we are not alive in a body.

To this end… we all evolve together here. We all grow together, or that was meant to be the plan anyway…

A thought is sent out to one of us and is digested and understood after much development and study. Very quickly the others will grow as a result of that one life having that one thought. We are all meant to benefit from and grow because of those thoughts. They must be brought to light and shared. In this way our race evolves.

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Yesterday I could not adorn anything with icing until I went online and read an article written by someone who understands all about icing cookies… On my fist try I was able to cover my cookies with icing like a pro! This was all down to someone else sharing their hard earned knowledge with me. I am now sharing my knowledge with you in the hope that it will help you understand something you do not currently know. I am helping you learn something quickly without the need for you to study it for yourself.

Our thoughts come from the infinite BEING that resides within our bodies. They are provided so that we may all grow.

Now, back to my original point…

We have come here to love our-self.

You are everything you see and everyone you meet.

Your thoughts are to benefit ME – YOU – ALL.

Our minds are connected in ways you do not currently understand. One day you will when the right time comes but for now simply try to see the point…

We must begin to look after each other and out planet. We are wasting our resources and our spending our lives feeling alone and disconnected. This is not the truth. You are never alone.

You have everything you see… it is all yours.

You are loved by every person around you and the divine resides within you, whether you go to a church, believe in God, whether you are on Santa’s naughty or nice list… there are no exceptions to this point. You are LOVED.

Just love ALL of yourself to the best of your ability – and you will start to perceive God all around you. I promise.

I wish you all a peaceful and joyful holiday season.

 

The True Reason Why A Twin Flame May Run Away…

I’ve been slowly becoming aware this year, that the process of a twin partner running away could have a reason beyond them simply being afraid or overwhelmed…

For seven years now my husband (sorry, I still can’t get with the program regarding calling him my twin lol) has gone away. He never said goodbye…he never claimed not to love me. He never told me to get over him and leave him alone…. Actually, he’s never ever said anything of the kind…. he simply hasn’t said…anything.

This has had the effect of forcing me to rely on nothing more than our internal communication for every kind of contact with him, from emotional to verbal… to everything else a relationship normally enjoys lol.

We all acknowledge frequently that the twin pairs are telepathic with one another among other things. They can communicate in thoughts, feelings and touch so what I’m suggesting is really quite logical. After all, if one of your senses is removed from you in your daily life, you tend to rely on the remaining senses much more; so much more that they become heightened and develop to a far greater extent.

Before my husband disappeared on me, we had one final conversation. I remember his discussing almost in passing, the fact that I was ‘there’ now and would probably never ever quit on him now, no matter what he did. Seemingly satisfied with that conclusion, he never spoke to me again lol.

It seems quite obvious really that the purpose for his disappearing on me was to force us to develop internally. It took me until the start of this year to forgive him for ‘leaving me’ as I saw it. Since January I have opened up internally to him once again and we have had a fairly constant internal relationship. He has given me his usual instructions in that manner too (I’ve pretty much ignored them mostly until recently, as I didn’t agree with them for the most part). However, he normally always gets his own way eventually lol.

He is still refusing all efforts by me to get him to speak and I’m usually pretty good but to no avail this time. He is completely behind a brick wall and he is refusing to come out.

I suppose I’m sharing this with you all in the hope that it gives you a different perspective on the negative aspect of the twin running away thing… There is a positive to every negative and perhaps this one is worth the suffering. The ability to communicate with your twin in this manner is a skill that will be more than necessary later on in the work to come. It is also the first and most vital part of union.

If you cannot merge and become one when required you will eternally suffer their loss whenever they are not with you and that feeling can be seriously debilitating. On top of this, the ability to merge means that you are a much stronger and more powerful being both together and independently of each other.

It is also a vital component of spiritual enlightenment. I won’t go into this one too deeply right now, but ultimately, we all have to take our masks off and return to our true self at some point… being able to merge is a vital part of that process (though I did all of this the wrong way around lol).

I have my final session in the studio today (I hope) and then I can finally put book two to bed just in time for my cruise to Norway 😉

Speak to you all later on,

ME xxx

The Stages of Enlightenment / Waking Up

I’ve been seeing some really sad exchanges on Facebook recently regarding belief and enlightenment. I think there are so many stages of the path where people innately feel that they know everything and have the desire to teach and assist. This inevitably leads to conflict with those who are still growing.

We are all eternally progressing and growing, no matter where we might think we are and as such, we will always have differing points of view to each other. I feel that the aim of the game, if we are ever to move forward as a race, is to understand this as a fact and accept it so that we can eternally disagree while keeping with the spirit of progression.

We are meant to disagree with each other. We are meant to love each other despite this. There are always going to be those who cannot wrap their heads around this and won’t play nice with others, those who cannot be respectful and to all of you I would suggest this…kick them out until they learn to be respectful to others. Respect and love must be a two way thing. They cannot expect it from us if they are not capable of giving it. Let them in when they learn to be responsible human beings lol.

In the meantime… this is a work in progress. This is the generalised stages of the PATH.

It is only a guide and is not meant to be exhaustive.

I will maybe fine tune it at a later date… just note how many times on it we believe (quite genuinely) that we know everything. This being the case… don’t worry about convincing each other. Don’t worry if others disagree… just play nice and support each other no matter what you all think. We are all on the same path.

Have a good one people.

Love you all,

Gillian xxx

 

  • Asleep – unaware that we are asleep.
  • Asleep – unaware that we are asleep – but realising there is knowledge we don’t know.
  • Asleep – unaware that we are asleep – learning – humble.
  • Asleep – unaware that we are asleep – learning – feel we know everything.
  • Asleep – unaware that we are asleep – living – feel we know everything – learning stalls.
  • Asleep – unaware that we are asleep – living – feel we know everything – arrogance.
  • 1st AWAKE experience – Glimpse – LIFE changing re-evaluation.
  • Post AWAKE experience – Assimilation and assessment – new understanding.
  • Post AWAKE experience –  Renewal of learning – reassessment of old knowledge.
  • Post AWAKE experience – Search for others who also understand – sharing of experience – We agree and know everything – must help the world AWAKEN – FEELING AT-ONE
  • Post AWAKE experience – ‘I have to save the world’ & ‘I am special’ AT-ONE  – I know everything
  • Post AWAKE experience – NEW information emerging within – deepening of AWAKE experience – realisation that I may not yet know everything.
  • Post AWAKE experience – withdrawing from others and the ‘mission’ to AWAKEN others.
  • Post AWAKE experience – Emergence of previous memory / realities –confusion – starting to fear the process taking place.
  • Post AWAKE experience – Fragmentation of self – I am many – who am I?
  • Post AWAKE experience – Emergence of previous memory / reality – feeling of overload / AM I dying? Which me is ME?
  • Post AWAKE experience – Trying to supress new memory / reality – feel we are going crazy.
  • Post AWAKE experience – Burying ourselves in normality – hiding from our-self – supressing the process for fear of death.
  • Post AWAKE experience – starting to feel stable again – feelings of sadness and self-betrayal for having withdrawn from our path.
  • Post AWAKE experience – realisation that we are STILL ASLEEP – losing our fear to progress.
  • Asleep – aware that we are ASLEEP – Realising that we do not know everything – no need to help the world AWAKEN – starting to come back to life.
  • ASLEEP – aware that we are ASLEEP – getting on with our lives – continuation of growth & learning.
  • ASLEEP – aware that we are ASLEEP – feeling that we are no different to others and will continue to learn – no desire to teach others anything – LIVING
  • ASLEEP – aware that we are ASLEEP – working on our own lives – faith that the world is OK as it is – feeling no need to interfere – not wanting to get involved in the mission to AWAKEN
  • ASLEEP – becoming aware of what it means to be AWAKE – not sure I want that anymore.
  • ASLEEP – aware that we are asleep – knowing we are happy to remain so – no desire to get involved beyond normal life parameters. Happy to remain in the shadows.
  • ASLEEP – aware that we are asleep – know that we will never know everything (until we do) and aware that we can’t teach anyone anything. Happy to remain asleep until it is time.
  • ASLEEP – awareness of ONE’s true purpose emerges and points towards a lifelong direction. Complete faith of destination – no longer attached to outcome. Simply enjoying ONE’S LIFE.
  • ASLEEP – aware that we are asleep – LIVING / LEARNING / HELPING when opportunity arises only. Feeling requirements moment to moment. Aiding the universe in its game. No personal involvement. DANCING.
  • Asleep – aware that we are asleep – beginning the prep for a new stage – sensing its arrival.
  • AWAKE – GAME OVER – body is no longer a requirement for most– WE KNOW WHO WE ARE.
  • PLAY – REST – This step is undefinable as it lasts for an eternity – until you have had enough.
  • See step 1.

Do Ghosts Truly Exist…

I had an interesting conversation yesterday regarding belief in ghosts. I decided it may be helpful to write something on this subject today to clarify what I think regarding this subject.

To put it simply I don’t believe in ghosts at all. The idea that we can simply die and roam the earth afterwards is a silly one and belittles the idea of a conscious universe, in my opinion.

I know for a fact (from my own vantage point) that we are fully escorted to, from and during our incarnations on this planet. From the moment you register your death within your own awareness, the universe is right there with you shuffling you along your journey back up the chute to our own realm. I use this term, as the place we are truly alive is not of this universe, it is beyond it.

We exist in a separate time to this material universe. The only way we can actually exist here is to incarnate and we must be aided to achieve that experience by the universe itself. For the sake of this illustration, let’s say God – as in the whole conscious universe – is the Time master. He can rewind it, run it forward, and reanimate it for us. It is like a video tape to HIM. We exist outside of it and so cannot experience it except while incarnate; otherwise it is more like looking at a book rather than a video tape. In essence, it is a static to us.

We are effectively placed into bodies and made to see them as ourselves while our true awareness is hidden so that we can see through the eyes of the bodies we reside within. Once we are no longer in those bodies, we are no longer in the same place within the current time of the planet / reality. The only spirit or being who is capable of residing / moving objects / playing with us on any ghostly level – is the conscious universe itself. There are no other spirits here but that ONE.

Generally speaking you are alone here with only the universe as your partner. Everything you perceive and witness of a spiritual nature is just the universe helping you, nudging you in the right direction. If you are experiencing spiritual manifestation it is basically the universe telling you it’s time to start becoming aware of reality beyond this existence. Sometimes it is preparation for the end of life (which is why people close to death are suddenly able to see long-lost loved ones – they are not going mad, but simply becoming ready to leave). Sometimes it is as a form of condolence and comfort after we lose those who are close to us and feel unable to get by without some sign of their presence nearby. Sometimes it is because we are being asked to walk a spiritual path and continue our eternal development.

Our world is simply a doll house. Our bodies are the dolls and we are experiencing the life of the dolls while the universe plays Cindy and Barbie lol.

When we have had enough of living in this material universe we can move out of this doll house and into another which is a little bit more spiritual in nature and a little less base. There are many other doll houses, some much nicer than this one where the dolls are progressively more aware of who they truly are while incarnate… until eventually no more incarnations are required.

From the moment we die, we generally detach from our dolls and no longer see them as ourselves. We remember that this place is simply the doll house and the life we have just left was no more ‘us’ than the previous one or the next one (if there is another to come). We understand that those we love are always going to be OK as they are in the care of the universe in the same way that we ourselves are. In this way we are able to let go and move onto our next life. Even when we struggle to do this, it is not something we can prevent since a new ME is created with each life we incarnate into. We don’t exactly forget the pain right away but it fades into the background until the previous life is eventually submerged under the current happy existence that is the new child hood.

Anyway, I’ve digressed as I normally do lol. I think that is enough for today. I will write again soon.

Love to you all,

Gillian x

Twin Flame Awareness In Childhood

I grew up knowing I was different to other people. I couldn’t understand how, but the other kids always knew it too. At school they always sensed somehow that I ‘cared’ and for some reason that was always perceived as a weakness, unless they needed something, in which case it would be this sucker they would hit on.

My family had always thought me a little odd. I cried for no reason sometimes… I was 12 or 13 and sat in our sitting room one day when I was overcome by the saddest, most terrible feeling I had ever had. I sat, totally confused and overcome with grief and I simply sobbed. My mother came into the room in the middle of this and began demanding to know why I was crying. I quite honestly told her than I had no idea what was wrong with me, but I felt so sad I couldn’t describe it. She gave up asking me half way through and told me she would give me something to cry for if I didn’t stop. It was only some time later on that I would know what it was all about. My previous incarnation was in the middle of being murdered that day, since my two lives ran parallel.

For my entire childhood, I always knew something was missing from my life. There was this huge gaping hole inside of me that I didn’t understand. I used to feel sad all of the time and had no idea why or what I needed to make the pain go away. I used to stare out of windows, searching and yet not know what I was searching for.

I began to write songs at a younger age than most and they would always have haunting, sadness entwined within them.  One of the very first songs I ever wrote at about 14 years old came to me one day as I sat in the music room on break, alone and at the piano. My songs always came complete with music and lyrics at the same time… this is a portion of the lyics so you can see what I mean…

 

Where are you now? Are you near?

You could be close to me, I would not know.

When will you walk, Into my life,

And tell me how much you need me so…

Chorus

So hold me tight, just don’t let go.

I need to know, you love me so.

I need to see, just who you’ll be, when you appear and hold me near.

Just don’t let go.

 

I wrote it to the one I knew was missing from my life. I always knew he was there and I could feel him. Childhood was desolate and lonely the whole time.  I think in hindsight, I have written a musical… and have been writing the songs that would go alongside my story one day, as I was growing up lol.

Perhaps we will see ‘Forever Aflame’ – the musical sometime soon lol. Who knows?

I’ve been offered work as a ghost writer recently, and I’m still working on book two as well as working in another separate part time position in property right now. I should have a final edit of my audio book today too so hopefully that will be uploaded later on today 🙂

Life really doesn’t stop for me at the moment… that being said, I will be disappearing all of next week as I’m away to Scarborough for a long overdue holiday (my last one until September sadly). I won’t have internet access, so no blog posts sadly, but I think I’m due a break so you guys will have to get along without me lol.

Those of you with audible accounts can download my audio book from tomorrow (ish) and let me know what you think of my narration lol.

This is going to be my last post for the week as I have another article to write this weekend before I leave too.

Hope you all have a brilliant bank holiday. See you when I get back.

Love to you all,

Gillian xxx

 

 

 

Losing Your Religion? Time To Find Your Own…

At the very beginning of the time period, the universe appeared to each culture and gave them a religious philosophy that was unique to them at that time. It communicated its truth in a way which made most sense to them and took their own personal language, culture and circumstances into consideration, right down to the food that each race should or should not eat, depending on what was going on in their countries at that time.

Each race was given a different image of the universal consciousness and a different set of rules. The path was made a little difficult in various ways for each of the religions so that in some ways we would feel that we were sacrificing and showing our devotion. We were given festivals to celebrate and holidays to observe, times we could not eat certain foods, or eat at all, different days upon which to pray and observe a connection to the universe.

It left us to develop over a long period of time, throughout which we would evolve and grow. This would ensure that as a race, we developed in terms of ethics and morality. It also served another purpose, equally important. It made sure we would thrive as a race and no kill each other off entirely!

Eventually with the birth of science and the development of technology, most of the mysticism has been lost in terms of these belief systems and with it, the hold they used to have over the masses.  Our own personal faith has begun to dwindle right alongside the religions we used to hold so dear at one time. Our connection to the universe and therefore to each other has been lost for the most part.

Things upon our planet are now beginning to change. We are no longer able to find God within such ideologies which were created as a general form of connection to the divine. We require a more personal relationship and the only way that can be achieved is by taking the next step in our evolutionary process.

Within each of us resides the entire universe. This universe is like the most precious jewel. It has billions of different sides. Each side is unique, beautiful and different to every other, even though each side is a side of the same stone.

We are now capable of connecting to the universe on a fundamentally perfect level. The universe will provide us with a whole new religion all of our own, that no one else will ever be able to use or copy, there would be no point as it would not benefit them… This new belief system would be unique and solely ours. All that is required is for us to be strong enough to listen and believe in what we are told.

We need to be able to have enough faith to listen to the universe, learn what it is trying to teach us and stand on our own, in evidence to that personal truth or else we will fall down when others tell us that our personal religion is incorrect…and they will because they will not understand it.

Like all other belief systems, theirs will be different to yours. They are tailor made for those individuals that hold them. You must not permit others to pull you from your path. You must not lose faith in your own inner universe. You must let the strength of your own inner conviction hold you strong against the truths which have been given to others as they are not going to be helpful to you. Your belief system cannot be compared the belief systems of others as it does not take them personally into account, in terms of their path, experience, knowledge and means of communication.

You must go inside you and find what is unique to you. In reality, the ultimate truth boils down to this.

There is you and the universe here. Nothing more exists. This is true for each of us. We all originated from that universal energy and we will all continue on this path until we once again remember that we never separated from it to begin with lol.

Live your life with this truth as your guide and go find your way home.

Just try to remember that EVERYONE you hurt is you. EVERYONE you love is you. EVERYTHING you do to others, you are doing to you. You may not know it right now, but one day you will. Make sure you are proud of yourself when that day comes about.

Have fun guys!

Love you all,

Gillian xxx